i dont know why i m writing this i dont know why nobody to talk to i m feeling like end life, but then i see the face of that women who all these year struggled and worked hard to give all she can do to give us and when it time to repay her, i dont know where this thought came to my mind then its no ones else fault i m responsible for situtatuion i m in, i want to do something so that i can keep my family happy and give them all the things i canm but then the question comes what???
god please help me and show me the way ..